Tuesday is my day to lead morning prayers for Episcopal Worship to Anchor Your Day, the online prayer ministry that began during Hurricane Harvey seven years ago. It continues. Surprise! Or. Not surprised.

Being six hours ahead in time and with limited WiFi, I prayed the prayers alone at breakfast at 8 Iceland time.

As God would have it, I happened into a church with a little WiFi right around 8 Houston time. Surprise! With only minutes before my ferry to the Westfjords would depart, I quickly prayed with the Facebook community. A few joined, and it was lovely.

The ferry ride itself was unexpected. It’s a five hour drive from Snæfellsnes to the Westfjords (which would have meant ten hours for us), and we decided to use a ferry for part of the trip—it wouldn’t actually make the trip shorter timewise, but it was a ferry! A very good surprise.

Once on the two and half hour ferry ride, WiFi, again. Surprise! So I offered prayers online again.

As I write this, I’ve read about the terrible weather back home. A not unexpected surprise. I’m sitting in my prayer chair in Patreksfjörður waiting for a snow storm to pass. Yet another surprise.

When we began the online prayer ministry after Harvey, one of the prayers we prayed was the one attributed to St. Francis. On this day of uncertainty for my friends back home, we pray:

Lord, make us instruments of your peace. Where there is hatred, let us sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is discord, union; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is sadness, joy.

Grant that we may not so much seek to
be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. 

Amen.

I did not realize how much I’d missed Iceland until my best friend and I drove away from Keflavik airport.

I don’t have words about why this a restorative place for me. It simply is.

As is our practice, my friend and I did the two hour drive from the airport to the Snaefellsnes peninsula in only eight or so hours. We did stop once for a nap alongside the road and for coffee twice. Yet still. Restorative travel is slow travel.

We love to stop and enjoy places that touch our soul and that aren’t necessarily on a tour map.

We had two wonderful surprises when we arrived at our hotel. We had planned to stay three nights (and prepaid) but had, due to the cancelled flight and extra travel to get here, spent one of those nights in Minneapolis and the other high in the air.

The first surprise was a gift of desert and nonalcoholic organic wine from my friend’s Seattle children—for us both for Mother’s Day. So dear.

The second was a restorative gift of dinner from the hotel because of our lost nights of stay. Their restaurant is considered a destination restaurant, and we had not planned to eat there ($$$$$). We pretended we were judges on Top Chef as we ate food that we would never before have imagined eating.

After dinner, I had a nap. At 8 PM we were on the road again. A nearly midnight sun makes after dinner travel a possibility.

This morning. Restored.

We are finally off to the Westfjords. I wonder how long the four hour trip will take?

Best practice: If you are flying on the inaugural flight from Chicago to Reykjavik, make sure that (1) the plane has a battery that works and (2) that the captain won’t time out.

Amidst a most unpleasant evening of twists and turns, at two in the morning, when we should have been landing in Iceland, my best friend and I found ourselves landing instead in a hotel room at O’Hare airport trying to figure out how we could get to Iceland (or not) before the next flight available to us on United—arriving Wednesday, 4 days later!

Which is why we find ourselves back at the airport today, preparing to board a flight to Minneapolis, where we will depart yet again tomorrow night on another airplane to Iceland via Icelandair.

There hasn’t been much rest. Lots of internet surfing, phone calls, waiting, waiting, waiting in uncertainty, and very little sleep.

Once again, I am grateful for my many privileges. I know how to maneuver the travel system to find lodging and alternate flights. I have money to cover costs until United can work out reimbursement for our out of pocket costs.

So many prayers for the other 250 or so passengers whose lives were upended through no fault of their own—trying to get to weddings, speaking other languages, managing with small children, and every other unique situation that made a potential joy become a not so happy incident.

And there are all of the other people around the world, whose lives are upended by situations outside their control. Ukraine. Gaza. Sudan. Fire and floods. Stories in the headlines and even more as we listen to people we meet that become our prayer list.

Like Myla. She was our server in the airport lounge (privilege), and was beaming with hospitality and a gracious smile. She immigrated from Ukraine a year ago and shared with us about her life. She talked about how important kindness was. Kindness is.

No words. But isn’t that prayer?

If the mess with our flight had not occurred, I’d have missed this precious conversation with this even more precious woman.

The reset of time became a spiritual rest.

But isn’t that prayer?

My best friend and I took our first trip to Iceland in 2016, right after my home was flooded during the Tax Day flood. Our second trip was scheduled, and the timing was only weeks after my home flooded again during Harvey.

Our third trip was a brief visit on our way to the Faroe Islands. I called the trip “Not Iceland.” The fourth trip was another visit for a few days on the way to and from the Faroes. The fifth trip was uneventful except, oh yes, that’s the trip where I got Covid and had to isolate in Iceland.

This trip we plan to explore two new, to us, parts of Iceland—the Snæfellsnes peninsula (which we had to skip on an earlier trip that was shortened due to flooding and plane delays) and the Westfjords, the most isolated part of Iceland.

This sixth trip is following the death of my mother. I should not be surprised of the timing. Iceland seems to be the place where God sends me to heal. To rest my spirit.

It’s been a jagged month since my mother died. I’ve been surprised how deep my grief has been. I’ve given myself time for self care—moving very slowly and sleeping a lot. While I was still searching for my retirement rhythm, I have now added the grief shuffle.

Once I got to the airport, I realized some important (to me) things were left behind.

I’m curious how God will fill the space opened by those lost and forgotten items.